The end of May...

Since I seem to be a Sunday's only blogger now, I figure I'd better update earlier than later... and break things down into categories, as it may make for an easier read.

Health: I made it to the gym 6 times this week...  I've increased the weights by 5 lbs, so I'm back to wear I was when I first started. I won't go today, I'll take the dogs for a leisurely walk later on. I've been walking them early in the day, as it's been very warm this week. I've had intermittent pain off and on this week,  but I figure it's because I've eaten something  that's irritated the bowel... I was going to cancel my scope, but I'm going to go ahead and have it done the end of July... I've finally finished the bag of chips I opened last week... Who'd of thought that it would have taken me a week to finish a bag of chips, instead of one sitting!

I've been privileged to have some amazing conversations with random people this week.  These conversations made my heart sing. I loved the randomness of these chats. I've also been chatting with a male coworker who's expressed interest, but until he figures out what he really wants, it will go no further... I've made it clear that yes, I'm interested in him, but I have no desire to be a booty call, and that I'm worth so much more than that.  I'm very honest and was straight forward, so there is no room for any confusion on my part, him well, he needs to figure some shit out. So, for now, this spark is at a standstill ( where it may stay forever, but it's ok, as it's made me realize that yes, I can still be attractive to men, but I will not compromise my moral compass). and yes, my Darling Daughter knows and she called me a "Champ", for being me... and holding firm.

Speaking off DD, she finally landed a FT job in her chosen city after almost two years of sporadic work. She's loving it so far, and I'm so proud that she never gave up on her dream. This job is a stepping stone for her on her journey... I shed happy tears when she told me how much she was enjoying it, as I've encouraged her to follow her dreams and that she's never given up, after many falls... I love you bunches... Momma

I surpassed my target of 600 for the month at my pt job... I ended up with 680 for the month. I was very pleased with this number. My FT job, it is what it is. I do my best and that's all anyone can ask for. I avoid the negative ones like the plague...

I have to total up my number for the month, but i have smoked way too much  this month... I'm guessing closer to 200...  I did spend 271 on groceries, 12.50 for fiddle heads,  and I'm headed out for breakfast this morning with a friend.  I did pay 156 for a local 50/50 draw ( I have two numbers, one is now paid for the year, the second for 6 months. My plan is to pay one every six months for the year, 104 for one number for the year, the 50/50 prize is over 28,000 every week).


My plan for today is simple, spend some time in the yard digging and transplanting, walk the dogs and enjoy the day. I hope everyone has a wonderful week and a soulful Sunday....

Comments

Canadian Saver said…
You are doing great, Sam! Amazing how fast May went by...

I don't blame you for letting the guy figure out exactly what he wants first, then take it from there... I was in a relationship from September to February and when I think back now, I never should have let it get to where it was...but I learned.

Congrats to your DD!!!