I really, really, really want to smoke right now!

I'm not sure why tonight, but I really want to smoke and I'm not going to, but I could just about eat one right now! Its the de-stressing habit I miss! I think I'll go to bed early to help the stess. I didn't spend a dime today! That's the only good thing right now..., No I take that back there are lots of other good things, I just can't see them right now!